Books n' Frnz Shud b Few n' Gud..

Someone once commented on me..that I wasn't an open book...Come to think of it...Y shud I be one..Why shud I pour my heart out to any and every one who comes into my life...I never ever wanted to have a crowd of frnz all buzzing around me..Hell..I don't consider myself as perfect nor do I want become someone who is 'not reachable' kinds..just that I am quite happy with those few frnz..no matter how less the number is.. There might come a day when I have no one left..u may ask..what wud I do..wud I repent..that I hadn't chosen a bunch more of dem..not really..coz I wud still be there for myself..just d way I still am..Its really strange how one can befriend oneself..It actually pulls u thro' those times when u have no one way around u.. I don't know how many of u believe dat u can spend so much time wid just urself..without getting bored..People think u might me a nerd...an introvert..but at the end of d day..its just u and u..So..dats hw I am..my Best Friend. I came across his quote from Confucious..really don't know whether I should agree or disagree..

"I do not want a friend..who smiles when I smile..who weeps when I weep
For my shadow in the pool..can do better than that".

Sometimes in life..you make this entire group of frnz..who r just ..a group..and den u r left lookingfor that face in the crowd..that one face that wud make u smile..I don't wanna b in such a situation ever..n' dats y..my frnz r few..just like those few selected books that u keep on ur rack...the books u can read over n' over again..n' never get bored..or dat one book that lies by ur bedside each night before u put off the lights and go into ur dreams..

First Attempt...Kinda Nervous..

Well...this is my very first attempt at writing a blog...never found the idea intriguing...but then with time..and as I kept reading other blogs..u cud say that i was kind of inspired to write one too..
So..thanks to Aneesh, for constantly nagging and pestering me to create a blog,and to Sheetal..and her friend :) whose blog actually ignited that spark ...

For ppl who don't know me..am Anannya..the name means 'unique' and many ask me the reason behind the extra 'N'..I really don't know except for the fact that the name when spelt in Hindi has an extra 'n'..so for the time being..lets take this reason..as long as some of u don't come up with a better one :)

Describing me..is a bit difficult...can't help it..all Geminis are the same...u really can't judge a Gemini by the exterior..so even though I try to maintain a cool n' composed exterior, I too have my share of mood swings.though the only sad thing is that I cannot vent my anger..so it stays within...
Hobbies..umm..singing..dats always been there..painiting ..I used to paint a lot till the time I was in school...but hardly get time now..though it still remains the best way to express my moods..
I sometimes wonder...am I practical or someone who dreams a lot...like the types who wait for their knight in shining armour..frnz wud opt for the first option..n i for the 2nd..coz no matter how much I deny..the fact is that I luv to dream..and wish that each dream comes true...

Isn't the post becoming a bit too long..as in shudnt a 'first attempt' be short...and hell..it doesn't even look like am nervous..as the title goes...damn..I shud better stop..right here right now.. :)