Walk Down Memory Lane..

Don't even ask me y I decided to write this post..coz I have no clue..I was telling one of my frnz that I needed a topic to write on...that I hadn't written anything in ages...so..here we go...No idea what it will turn to be..but then..wats d harm in taking a risk .. So..lets c..umm..what would u do if u were given a whole day to spend ..free from office..or watever ur everyday routine is. To some it may sound boring..others might be excited..24 hrs to urself..nw dats something! What would I do..well..my mind wanders whenever it is idle.

Those who know me ..would say that I think a lot..about d past..about what cud happen in the future..My bro' says it shows on my face..that I am lost in my thoughts.Quite possible..but I like to think about my past..walk down memory lane...think about the good times I spent with people..or times when I was hurt..of frnz n family..of things that cud have been better..

How many of u think about your schooldays..most ppl I knw say that they don't remember those days much..It's different with me..it might sound weird to some..but those days are etched in my memory..as clear as crystal..the tiffin breaks..when I used to gobble up biscuits..love the lunch packed in my frnd's boxes more than what Mum had packed for me..crib when the recess bell rang coz it meant that we had to stomp our way back to class.. I miss the school fests..when I used to get this kinda waiver from classes so that I cud practice..twas fun..jamming sessions when the drums n guitars would play as they had never played before.. :)

When I sit to think .. I really miss those carefree days..never had any problems..if there were..they were handled even before u got to know they ever existed..when we cud think free..let our fantasies fly..be what we wanted to be..without bothering about what others would think..

When we were young we couldn't wait to grow old..now that we have, we wish those days never ended..

Books n' Frnz Shud b Few n' Gud..

Someone once commented on me..that I wasn't an open book...Come to think of it...Y shud I be one..Why shud I pour my heart out to any and every one who comes into my life...I never ever wanted to have a crowd of frnz all buzzing around me..Hell..I don't consider myself as perfect nor do I want become someone who is 'not reachable' kinds..just that I am quite happy with those few frnz..no matter how less the number is.. There might come a day when I have no one left..u may ask..what wud I do..wud I repent..that I hadn't chosen a bunch more of dem..not really..coz I wud still be there for myself..just d way I still am..Its really strange how one can befriend oneself..It actually pulls u thro' those times when u have no one way around u.. I don't know how many of u believe dat u can spend so much time wid just urself..without getting bored..People think u might me a nerd...an introvert..but at the end of d day..its just u and u..So..dats hw I am..my Best Friend. I came across his quote from Confucious..really don't know whether I should agree or disagree..

"I do not want a friend..who smiles when I smile..who weeps when I weep
For my shadow in the pool..can do better than that".

Sometimes in life..you make this entire group of frnz..who r just ..a group..and den u r left lookingfor that face in the crowd..that one face that wud make u smile..I don't wanna b in such a situation ever..n' dats y..my frnz r few..just like those few selected books that u keep on ur rack...the books u can read over n' over again..n' never get bored..or dat one book that lies by ur bedside each night before u put off the lights and go into ur dreams..

First Attempt...Kinda Nervous..

Well...this is my very first attempt at writing a blog...never found the idea intriguing...but then with time..and as I kept reading other blogs..u cud say that i was kind of inspired to write one too..
So..thanks to Aneesh, for constantly nagging and pestering me to create a blog,and to Sheetal..and her friend :) whose blog actually ignited that spark ...

For ppl who don't know me..am Anannya..the name means 'unique' and many ask me the reason behind the extra 'N'..I really don't know except for the fact that the name when spelt in Hindi has an extra 'n'..so for the time being..lets take this reason..as long as some of u don't come up with a better one :)

Describing me..is a bit difficult...can't help it..all Geminis are the same...u really can't judge a Gemini by the exterior..so even though I try to maintain a cool n' composed exterior, I too have my share of mood swings.though the only sad thing is that I cannot vent my anger..so it stays within...
Hobbies..umm..singing..dats always been there..painiting ..I used to paint a lot till the time I was in school...but hardly get time now..though it still remains the best way to express my moods..
I sometimes wonder...am I practical or someone who dreams a lot...like the types who wait for their knight in shining armour..frnz wud opt for the first option..n i for the 2nd..coz no matter how much I deny..the fact is that I luv to dream..and wish that each dream comes true...

Isn't the post becoming a bit too long..as in shudnt a 'first attempt' be short...and hell..it doesn't even look like am nervous..as the title goes...damn..I shud better stop..right here right now.. :)